Back to School

Summer comes and goes faster each year. I absolutely love summer because it means no work, time with family, sleeping in, no schedules and fun! One thing however that I'm looking forward to with the start of the school year is special time just with Collin. Now that Jack is in preschool 3 days a week, I will get a few hours each week just to bond and be with Collin, without interruption. Jack's first day of preschool was today. He is attending Shepherd of the Hills and has Mrs. Langenfeld. He is in the red room and he's super excited to be a hedgehog. Mrs. Langenfeld is really into science which is right up Jack's alley so I know he's in a good spot. Despite being very nervous, Jack did amazing. When morning came he got his backpack, took lots of pictures, and eagerly walked me to his room. I was honestly so incredibly proud of him. He sat at a table and started playing playdoh so I said goodbye and started to leave. Right when I got to the door he shouted "Mom, I love you as big as a palm tree." I started sobbing. It was exactly what I needed. I knew he would be okay and I couldn't help but stare at the palm tree in our yard all morning while I waited for him. At pick up he had a big smile and said he really liked school. His favorite part was the books she read and snack. He was disappointed that he doesn't get homework in preschool. It really was one of the proudest days I've been of Jack and while I hate how fast he is growing, I am so happy to see what God has in store for his little life. Hannah started first grade last week. She is in Mrs. Montoya's room. She handles everything with grace and perfection. It is so weird to drop her off in the morning and see her walk across the street by herself. Such a big girl. Her favorite things are having her own desk and buying lunch. It feels like she is gone so long during the day. I truly miss her but I'm proud of all she does. She earned best listener award week one. No shock there. And my sweet Collin, I really am excited to have time with just you, time to play and talk and learn. I love you dearly and will always be proud to be your mommy.

"If I could keep you little, I'd hold your hand everywhere, but then I'd miss you knowing I can go and you stay there. If I could keep you little, I'd kiss your cuts and scraps, but then I'd miss you learning from your own mistakes. If I could keep you little I'd keep you close to me, but then I'd miss you growing into who you're supposed to be."

I love all three of you as big as a palm tree.